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GRAVY! events 2007-03-20 — 8:03 a.m. |
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So ... So ... BB moved out because she's engaged to Mike and living in LA. That's way crazier than what's going on with me. Saying that first makes it way easier to say that Dave moved in with me. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I know. It's just for a week. Don't freak out. You know why? Because I'm not freaked out. I'm just kinda living life. I'm still protecting my heart, like the priest said, but I'm just taking life in stride right now. You know? I spent so much of my life analyzing stuff and worrying over stuff and trying to figure everything out, and so now I'm just going with the flow, trying to be the best person I can be while also making sure that i'm ME. And not just me ... unapologetically me. Word. I've been feeling really good about God lately. I've just felt His presence in my heart more than usual. I was in NY this weekend and went to the church across the street from my house (the one where I got married) and Father Dan was the priest (the one who performed my wedding). Father Dan is amazing. I don't think I've ever felt the holy spirit emanate so strongly from somebody than I do with Father Dan. I had tears running down my cheeks for most of the service. Everything was so beautiful ... when he lifted the Host, it was like I could see God streaming down into it. Amazing. I wished so much to be Catholic right then ... I was going to become Catholic when I moved to DE with Ryan. Now I'm not so sure. I still might. I do still feel the tug at my heart to join the church, but I've still got a lot to work out first. I do not like the pastor down here at the Baptist church in NC. I love my friends, I love sunday school, I love the music, I love the building itself, but I just kind of tune out the sermon and try to pray instead. So when I move away from here, I don't know where I'll end up, denomination-wise. But I'll leave that up to the big G. Anyhoo, I have to finish writing the midterm for my class. Ha! Hope y'all are well. |
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